04/06/10
As I spent time with You today, You showed me an image of the ocean. It represents Your grace and another image was a cup – it represents me. You told me that Your is sufficient for me. You reassured me of Your love but many times I choose to be a dry cup sitting on the land or just on the edge of the land and the ocean, rather than soaking myself in the ocean. I chose to be toched my the ocean by just a little bit. I felt in my Spirit that I missed out the fullness of Your grace. If I would just move myself a bit more to the ocean – my life wouuld be much better than being on the land ’cause I am soaked in Your Ocean of Grace.
Today I also prayed that I will be able to lead D3 guys with anointing and empowerment and wisdom from You. You assured me that this is the fuction that God has given me to do right now and i will do it! I will serve and lead with the best of my ability and never unestimate my role as a leader!
05/06/10
You encouraed me this morning to be Your leader not man’s leader. At times, I feel that I can’t lead well and I don’t know how to lead the guys. I may not know a lot and I may not born to lead. But today You have given me a new statement that I have to remind myself of everyday
“Don’t be man’s leader; Be God’s leader”
This statement gives me so much encouragement that I don’t have to strive to look good and lead well and be fulled of charisma in front of man but all I have to do is living a life that pleases God and have right relationnship with Him and culivate a heart of humility. Though man may think that I don’t have what it takes to be a leader and I may not have all leaders’ qualities in me, that is ok. Because I just want to live a life that pleases You.
Torchie said in prayer meeting a while ago that we are called, first and foremost, to be Your followers and Your leaders. And I pray that I will come to this simple truth everyday and every moment of my life to firstly BE YOUR FOLLOWER!
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